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[18 May 2008|03:24am] |
It was good to go out tonight with Cha. For the first time in a while I went out, drank, talked to people, and didn't feel sick or have to go home early. Okay, so the cab driver made Me a little sick, but that's different.
I gotta frigging move somewhere else or drastically change the life I have here. Will do one or the other. I was talking to a lovely lady at the club about Portland. She wants to move to either Portland or Seattle. I still have to visit Seattle. And New Orleans, before it gets warshed down for good. Apparently, it is going to happen.
And I wanna go back to Europe. Travel buddy, plz?
I go sleeping now <3
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| And of the Evening |
[15 May 2008|08:32pm] |
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| Song of the Morning |
[15 May 2008|05:53am] |
"In Your Room" by Depeche Mode
In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave
In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
Will you lead me to your armchair
Or leave me lying here
Your favourite innocence
Your favourite prize
Your favourite smile
Your favourite slave
Im hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
In your room
Your burning eyes
Cause flames to arise
Will you let the fire die down soon
Or will I always be here
Your favourite passion
Your favourite game
Your favourite mirror
Your favourite slave
Im hanging on your words
Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin
Will I always be here
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| Hypnosis |
[14 May 2008|06:55pm] |
I was reading an argument in a certain forum about whether or not hypnosis can be achieved over the phone. Rather than join in on the drama, I'll just post here.
One girl said to a hypnotist, "Hey *****......I'm a licensed psychologist......you can't hypno anyone over the phone......did ya know that."
Lolzies! What are they teaching licensed psychologists? What school did she go to? What "teacher" told her that, and why does she just believe her/him?
And then someone else chimed in with, "I don't believe in hypnosis." This is so frustrating, lol. Hypnosis is real. I guess if you haven't experienced it (or realized you experienced it) yourself, then you can say you don't believe in it. But to Me, this is like saying "I don't believe in apples," just because you've never seen an actual apple (despite the fact that you've seen pictures of apples, and know that people eat them, or at least {lol} pretend to).
I've mentioned this before, but My first trance (done on Me) was a Yahoo! text trance. And it freaking worked. Not only that, but it got Me hooked and started My career as a Hypnodomme. I've been put under a number of times (as I started out as a subject), and have put thousands of people under in the past 6 years.
At least when people talk about meditation, for example, they say, "I can't relax enough to meditate." They don't say, "Meditation isn't real," or bash the people who practice it, calling them "fake."
I usually don't get all riled up about stuff, but it is just too weird that people don't believe in something that I know is true. It's not like aliens or God, it's just hypnotism. Like meditation or positive thinking or even just plain relaxing. You can do it yourself, or you can have a guide.
The millions of people around the world who have been hypnotized aren't "fake" or "crazy." They just wanted it, and it worked.
kk, kissies~
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| Coming June 1st |
[13 May 2008|03:02pm] |
Hypno Lips
Sensual erotic hypnosis featuring Goddess Lycia's soft, shiny lips.
Fetishes include: erotic hypnosis, lipstick, lipgloss, kissies
and
Latex Lips
An erotic hypnosis video featuring Goddess Lycia's shiny black lips. Goddess Lycia's lips are very powerful and hypnotic in Her shiny black lipstick; you are unable to look away or resist Her control as she plants information and subliminal messages deep into your subconscious mind.
Fetishes include: erotic hypnosis, mind control, brainwashing, subliminals, black lipstick, lip gloss, shiny, latex fetish, smoking fetish, giggles, kissies, manipulation
There are samples of each on My YouTube Channel (subscribe if you haven't already!)
Full-length videos will be up at My Erotic Hypnosis and Fetish site on June 1st.
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| Hypnosis and Lipstick Fetish Videos |
[11 May 2008|10:42pm] |
Yay, I made two new hypnosis/lipstick fetish videos for next month's Cult updates. The one in the video section will be "Hypno Lips," and it's sweet soft "kissy" hypnosis with shiny gloss. The video in the special section will be "Latex Lips," and it is with shiny black evil Hypnodomme lips. It's fun that My lips have so many different personalities; now you get to be controlled by more of them ~lolz~
Now I gotta edit them, l8er!
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| Hypnosis and Lips |
[11 May 2008|03:31pm] |
Yay, I know what I am gonna do for June's Cult fetish video. It'll be a hypnosis video that focuses just on My shiny red lips. I will make them take over your world, get bigger than life, and squish into you. They're so soft and warm and glossy, smiles, you'll be completely unable to resist submitting to them forever! My lips control you, sweetie.
So, I think I might work on that tonight. Idk if I will go to Mazz's. Maybe. I slept until 1:30pm today...drinking cawfee now.
*kissies*
Edit to add: Yeah I am going over to Mazz's for a few hours. Sorry I haven't been taking calls/been around much. To be honest, I don't even have any "slaves" anymore. I keep in touch with kitty, and everyone else has either ran away or been dismissed. Which is cool, because I am fine with people buying My recordings and joining My membership site, and maybe occasionally taking a call for fun/fantasy.
I never considered Myself a Dominatrix, but I was kind of filed in that category. I'm just an Extraordinary Woman who makes erotic art, much of which happens to be Femdom related.
I miss My bf. Okies, onward to Mazz's.
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| Better now~ |
[10 May 2008|11:59pm] |
Earlier I was feeling ill and down, but now I feel better. I was originally planning on going out tonight with Cha and her bf, but I felt like I was coming down with a cold, and totally just not into "big club night." I drank airborne, took a hot bath, sweat profusely, nearly passed out as I was heading over to My bed, and then cried in front of My computer. I know, how unDommely. Whatevz, I'm just a Goddess.
Then I called Mazz, and ended up going to her house. It feels like family whenever I am there. She lives with her gf of 6 years, the gf's niece, and 3 cats. The youngest cat recently swallowed a dime, so they were taking turns watching him to make sure he didn't take his cone off and mess with his stitches. He's a white kitten with blue eyes and he's deaf. His name is Cocoa, but they've started calling him "10 cent," lol. It's funny but also sad. I mean he almost coulda died, and they had to dish out thousands for surgery.
Anyways, we had dinner and italian margaritas which were delicious, and Mazz and I sat and talked and laughed, which was just so chill and nice.
Then I came home and saw two new customers purchased bunches of My recordings. I sell at least a few each day, but I love when new people come along and just go wild picking out multiples. I love making money even when I am not working.
So now I feel way better. I will prolly chill with Mazz again tomorra. And I will be making the new Cult video soon. I have a couple different ideas. It is a bit challenging sometimes, filming Myself, but I seem to make it work. I just can't do each "vision" I have, because I am filming it all on My own, and still learning about recording videos in general.
Weee.
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[09 May 2008|02:25pm] |
Survey snagged from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) darlingkytten, and modified by Me~
1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
I am in a relationship. Serious, to Me, means planning meals together.
2) What was your dream growing up?
I wanted to be a singer, like Debbie Gibson, but better. Those were My exact words.
3) What talent do you wish you had?
Cooking well without a recipe. Someday~
4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Corona with lime. Pretty much all I ever drink. If I am feeling wild (once a year), I'll do a couple shots of tequila with salt and lime.
5) Favorite vegetable?
It's a toss up between artichoke and asparagus.
6) What was the last book you read?
Hmmm, from cover to cover? That would be "A Dirty Job," by Christopher Moore, which should be read either right before or right after "You Suck," by the same author.
7) What zodiac sign are you?
Pisces
8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
Purple flower on breast, Giger's "Pisces Sculpture" on foot, ankh with tribal on upper arm, Domme and sub pinup girls on back/shoulders. I want a back piece...probably wild flowers going up My back in a curve, with colors and style which reflect My personality.
My belly button has been pierced since I was 15, but I haven't had anything in it in many, many years. I also had a lebray piercing which has since closed up. And of course earz.
9) Worst Habit?
Smoking. Don't get Me started...I am trying to enjoy this cigarette.
10) What is your favorite sport?
I don't follow sports, but if I am going to play one it would be badminton. I like to whack the birdie.
11) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
Mostly optimistic.
12) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
Anxiety/Panic attacks
13) Tell me one weird fact about you.
I have at least 5 different names for each of My cats.
Vega is also Barto, Ba-ba, Bagoo, and Bim-Bim
Pixie is also Papsos, Pooka, Peepsie, and Guardian of My Sleep
Spirit is also Pee-Wee, Pow-Wow, Poo-Woo, and Pa-wis
14) Do you have any pets?
3 cats
15) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Neither. I do seem to have an aversion to them, but it is not out of fear. It's more like, "Yeah we have nothing in common."
16) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
Only one? Dammit! My belly to shrink (getting there)
17) What color eyes do you have?
Blue. Sometimes greenish. Sometimes grayish.
18) Ever been arrested?
Yeah, when I was 17. I stole a pack of cigarettes from a grocery store.
19) Bottle or can pop?
lolzie @ "pop"
20) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
Put it in the bank and try to pretend I don't have it
21) What's your favorite place to hang at?
In front of computer in My house
22) Do you believe in ghosts?
Yeah, I think so.
23) Do you swear a lot?
Not a lot. I usually replace "hardcore" cuss words with words such as "darn" and "heck."
24) Biggest pet peeve?
The term (and concept of) "pet peeve."
25) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Extraordinary
26) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
Heck yes!
27) Do you believe in God?
I believe in something beyond what we can see/hear/touch/taste/smell, but I wouldn't call it "God."
28) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Yes, but I will modify it :-)
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| Arrows Pointing |
[07 May 2008|11:33pm] |
( arrows pointing )
Always in My direction~
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| Back |
[06 May 2008|11:00am] |
I am back home safe and (somewhat) sound ~smiles~
Portland truly is amazing. Even when I got yelled at (e.g. "Excuse me, bitch, but you almost got me hit by a car!" and "Yo ma, lemme show you something.") I just laughed it off into the pretty green trees. My last full day there was definitely the best. I hung out with dani (who I met through LiveJournal) and her boyfriend. Dani was originally going to model with Me for next month's Cult updates, but our photographer was in busyland, so she took photos of Me (see previous entry for example). They showed Me around some different parts of Portland...all incredibly beautiful. And she and I got along really well, which makes Me wish we had spent more time chillin'. Next time, dani!
I would move there, but I fell in love recently with somebody who lives elsewhere. He's My boyfriend now, so nobody else can be My boyfriend. Sorry, I know you were hoping.
So, we'll see what happens. The only constant is change. For now, I am still in AZ. I gotta get into bam bam bam mode and get My school certificate finished, and I am in the process of revamping My website for freelance web design and digital imaging. I'd share it here, but it currently displays My birth name, which most of you don't get to know! I will be starting to take on professional web design and digital imaging tasks for clients.
I'm glad to have June's Cult photos...now I just have to go through them and pick out the best 20 (or 25 if you're lucky). Then I gotta figure out the video and the erotica. Come October (a full year of monthly Cult updates), I plan on making some changes to the site, such as categorizing the erotica and vids, and booting the "special" section...maybe even the forums. I'll also probably end up updating at My leisure, rather than by the first of each month. I'd like to get back into making erotic hypnosis and fetish mp3s, but with the monthly Cult updates, school work, getting My freelance web design business rolling, and all other "life things," I just haven't had the time or motivation.
I also met Cha's new boyfriend yesterday (they picked Me up from the airport). He seems like a really good guy, and she is happy. So I totally approve. Alls I want for Cha is her happiness/peace of mind. And love helps with that.
*stretches* Weird to be back. One of My cats peed on My wireless router, so I need to get a new one. I called My internet peoples last night being that My internet wasn't working, and the girl walked Me through all these steps until I found the router with the pee *sighs*
Okay, onto the day. Kissies~
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| June Cult Glimpse |
[04 May 2008|10:19pm] |
Thanx dani, you rock!
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[04 May 2008|01:06pm] |
Hey :-) I wrote some private entries since My last public post...will prolly keep them private.
Portland is a lovely city. I will definitely come back at some point and explore more thoroughly. But it wasn't all I initially planned for it to be, mostly because My head is elsewhere.
So, I go back home tomorrow, and am looking forward to it. I don't regret coming here at all; My heart just wasn't fully in it. My whole purpose for being here kind of changed over the past couple months, so I just tried to enjoy a new place and new culture.
I miss My kittens. Cha and her new guy are picking Me up at the airport. I have lotsa school work (and work work) to catch up on. Today I am supposed to do a photoshoot in an abandoned building somewhere (for June's Cult updates). I hope it happens...plans have a way of turning upside down on Me these days, lol.
Next time I come here someone hasta come with Me.
And what else? Oh, thanx to all who tributed/bought My recordings and vids/joined My Cult while I've been here. When I get back I will sign up the Cult members who paid through NiteFlirt. I didn't have My passwords and stuff to do that here.
And I may or may not post more Portland pics when I get back. I took some yesterday, and computer stuff was being funny, so I was like "whatevz." And from this point forward I don't think I'll bring My camera around with Me. I've captured it all in My head. If you guys wanna see it, then visit here :-P
My cats! I miss and want to squish them.
~kiss~
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[02 May 2008|05:55pm] |
1. Wreckage
2. Treez
3. Me
I went to the museum today...fun. And did some more walking around/shopping. I am gonna call My friend whom I've never met l8er and hopefully we'll hang.
I am not sure whether or not I want to live here, but being here makes Me realize that I definitely don't want to live where I currently do. When I first moved to Northern AZ, I loved it. So different from Long Island, where I grew up. Sedona and Flagstaff are just immensely beautiful. But then I wanted to move somewhere more "culturally accelerated," so I moved to San Francisco. And that didn't work out, mostly because it was just a bad time and under less-than-perfect circumstances, but SF just isn't My main place either. So, then came Southern AZ, because I wanted to be near My Cha. And at first, that was fun. I was like, "Oooo, new place. Dust. Rustic and rugged and beer and tortillas."
Now I am back to wanting something different. Not sure "culturally accelerated" is the right phrase, but I want more of an array of music and art and people. I want cloudy skies.
People do seem nicer here, probably because there are more of them walking down the street, so you'll actually get a few who smile at you or say something. The women keep telling Me what's wrong with My pantyhose (in a nice way). Back home nobody would say a thing. Yesterday a girl walking behind Me said "One of your socks is rolling down." And today a shopkeeper said "Your seam is a little crooked." Ladies here look out for each other. I guess they just don't know that I like My pantyhose imperfections :-P
Okies, more later or tomorrow <3
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| Day 1 |
[01 May 2008|10:50pm] |
1. The first thing that got Me interested in Portland:
(World's largest used bookstore)
2. A little elephant on top of a big elephant
This evening I went to Powell's, but barely made a dent in it so I will be back. I also went to Spartacus Leather, which is a cool lingerie/fetish shop. Tomorrow I'm gonna check out the Portland Art Museum.
Haven't seen much yet, but did notice there are a lot of "young hip people." I think 10 years ago I would have orgasmed all over this place.
I wanna see more old/unique buildings.
*kissies*
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| Here! |
[01 May 2008|05:39pm] |
My second flight was messed up because they couldn't close the door of the airplane (lol) so we had to all go to a different plane. Set us back like 2 hours, but whatevz.
My hotel room is small, and the bathroom is down the hall. But it was expensive enuff for this room, so it's okay...at least I'm downtown and also saving some $$$.
I guess I will walk around downtown some, check out Powell's and whatnot. Drink cawfee. I have My period :-(
L8erz~
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[01 May 2008|11:12am] |
At Las Vegas airport...made it through one flight! Hey, I was just here in February, being jealous of the people with their laptops at the "recharge zone." I wish they didn't seat us so close together, though. I wish I liked people more.
Okies, more later!
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